1.12.2013
thieves, robbers and wolves.
my heart wants to control my mind, and my mind wants
to control my heart. the contradiction between the two is almost too
much to handle all on my own. the way of life that i have so keenly
become accustomed to is now slowly fading away from all i had ever set
plans for. but then i guess plans are just code word for intentions
without actions. because i have many of those. and it seems like
whatever i do, it is put back and away. far from thinking. because it's
easier to forget the pain of something when you don't really want it,
well, only if you are real tricky. i am not sure where i stand at this
moment. who i am. or what i want in life. but then again, who is? i want
to know. and i want to do what i know is right. and maybe what's right
to me is not right to others. there should be no set plan. because we
are all different. but maybe the right thing may be walking alone for a
while. it is better to walk alone than to walk with thieves, robbers
and wolves-- i look up to the light when i feel alone and i know God
will be with me. i only hope i can keep up this mentality. because right
now, it is far too hard.
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Mardi you are so deep. Hang in there, darling. Life DOES get better. Love you!
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