i'm really not having a good week.
and just to let you all know, this is my blog.
i can say whatever i want on here. it's sorta like my journal.
and i don't really care who reads this. but just know that i will say how i feel no matter what.
don't like it? don't read it.
i am really not here to please anyone. if i was i would write about kittens and love and photography or any number of things.
but these are my thoughts. sad, happy and everywhere in between.
i don't really care if you don't like it. because i am no here to please you.
with that said, i will just say this.
i am super sad.
i don't think i have ever been this unhappy and unsatisfied with life as i am right now.
Ephraim was not the place for me to come. i feel so isolated and lonely.
i've seriously cried every day this week.
in high school i was just so ready to get out and to be on my own, and that part i still love.
i love my time away. but i also miss my family. my cat. my car and my friends.
i can't explain to you how truly unhappy i am.
i sit in my room everyday and watch Netflix (now currently watching Grey's Anatomy)
i just wish i could get out of this rut. because if i don't, i will go insane.
i just need my moment to be sad. and that's okay.
no one can be happy all the time.
i'm off to cry some more then probs fall into a Netflix coma.
someone please cheer me up.