i am quite sorry about that.
but, it is time for me to take a look back and be grateful for the positive that i do have in my life.
i have amazing friends.
this is my main boy maxwell. we have been through it all. he is the person that can always make me laugh no matter what. he is classy and amazing. he honestly is my best friend. he and i have such talents for singing and for just being wild and carefree. and i know that he will always be there for me. being the best example of what is right and good.
i have the best friends in the whole entire world. i don't know what i would do without them in my life.
each one is here for me in some way or another. i would be lost without them.
i have a great life.
a wonderful family.
and i am happy with where i am.
and even though stuff happens that makes me become bitter and sad, i know that if i just stop for a second to count my many blessings, some of which are people, then i can make it though anything.
here is to those out there who feel lost and fed up with life. don't give up your hope now.
take a look around and realize what you do have and who is there for you.
i promise, it is a real wake up call.