We each have a battle that we said we would work through.
We try to take a big look at it all but then we soon realize that our battles are hard & painful. Ignoring them seems to be the answer.
So we do.
Ignoring the pain feels better than accepting the challenge that will stay there. It only feels okay for a short amount of time until we explode. Hit rock bottom. Break.
Breaking into pieces is hard and more than painful.
It is the entrance into being numb.
So here I am. Sitting here being numb. Trying to ignore the pain. But the numbness is wearing off.
And the challenge is still here.