i just need a little time to clear my mind.
i don't think it really makes me a bad person if i need to put some things on hold for now.
i need to feel better.
and it might take some time. but it's okay.
for now i will pray a lot.
probably cry a lot, but crying is good.
i will sleep and serve.
and cry some more.
i really am okay, i could just be better.
and that's what i'm working on.
just give me a little time.