i'm working on it.

i just need a little time to clear my mind.

i don't think it really makes me a bad person if i need to put some things on hold for now.

i need to feel better.

and it might take some time. but it's okay.

for now i will pray a lot.

probably cry a lot, but crying is good.

i will sleep and serve.

and cry some more.

i really am okay, i could just be better.

and that's what i'm working on.

just give me a little time.