Not so new me?

I know I just said I was a new me and I was okay. But, I'm not..
Today has been hard. I've cried a few times.
I feel like everything has just gone wrong. And I can do anything about it. Let alone, if I try, the ones that matter dont care.
I'm stuck and I wish I knew what to do.
I was going to go through this and try to be happy and move on but tonight I broke down and had a pity party for myself.
I know eventually I will be okay. But for now it sucks so much.

Peace out.
I'm off to bed. And to cry some more probably.
On the bright side. I found a cat today in Ephraim that loves me. That made me feel better.