the worst thing

in all my 16 and 3/4 years of living, i'd say the worst thing is being sick. and for no good reason too. it's just crap. sit around all day feeling like the world is in slow motion, only to go to bed and not really, go to bed. you toss and turn all night, to find that the clock in your worst enemy because it is just not moving enough. you wake early because thats all you can do, and it might as well be that you were dead (not really) but you just feel really gross and of no help.




for me, when i'm sick, my sense of smell is quadroupled (that means 4) and everything just makes me want to barf when i smell it, hence, i can't eat. what a wonderful world this is. so right now, i'm all the way down stairs, and i can smell dinner, but it makes me want to barf everywhere. it's probably something way good, but my smell makes it bad, and i can't eat. so, i havent eaten in 3 days. oh jolly good.


haven't you ever wondered why we get sick? or what causes us to get sick? i do. and it's kinda weird i think. it's a trial, and we are supposed to face it with courage and such, but sometimes, it's just rotten.


so, if any of you happen to be bored right now, give me a text. and we will have fun. because all i'm trying to do is entertain myself without throwing up. great.