11.21.2010

i miss

i miss the way we were friends. best friends.
i miss the times that we could tell each other anything and everything.
i miss the times that we would talk on the phone for hours about stupid things.
i miss writing each other notes.
i miss hanging out everyday.
i miss sneaking out and just hanging out.
i miss watching old movies and laughing until we couldn't breathe.
i miss knowing you'd always be there for me.
i miss texting you all day and having the funniest conversations.
i miss you coming over and eating all my food.
i miss facebook stalking people with you.
i miss going to mall just to watch people with you.
i miss always thinking of your well being anytime you called me at 2 in the morning.
i basically just miss you.


it's so sad when friendships go their separate ways. once they can be so strong. and the next they can be nothing. but no matter what happens, i want this person to know that i love them. and sorry for the way things worked out. and that i'm glad that things are okay now, maybe we aren't best friends, but we've made it through so much, and i'm so happy that we can now talk and realize the things that have happened. i love you so much. you will always be one of my best friends. i wish things were different, but oddly i'm okay with them, you have your friends, and i have mine. so it's okay. your great. you deserve the best.


(sometimes i lie to myself)






your not worth anything now,




I know

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