was that supposed to hurt?

i think sometimes we say things just to hurt others.
it's a sad sad thing.


and sometimes, what we say really does hurt.
not only the other person, but us.
because we have to live with the fact that we said that.
how horrible.


but really, sometimes some people are just plain IDIOTS.
and say things for attention.
and do i care?
not one bit.


i don't really give it a second thought.
because obviously, if they said it to hurt, they have nothing better to do than to sit around and think of things.


but whateverrr.
some people just annoy me to no end.
and i will not let them tell me what to do,
it's not their right or business.


they can have an opinion,
and i can choose to not care about it.


i know that sounds so rude, but life most certainly will not be fair.
so i guess learning now that i shouldnt care about the annoying things people say.
it's not worth my time.
just like writing this is not,
so let's move on.


today was a pretty swell day.
went to church, but was drop dead tired.
and i'm pretty sure i looked like a boy.
oh well.
then came home, and took a relaxing nap.
had a dream about alexis and how she was ripping up my dream catcher.


i was so mad.
and she said my dreams were the portal to her evil works being stopped.
so i had to stop them.
how funny.


then i wrote a letter to some mishhhionaries (missionaries)
and it was great.
then watched some Jersey Shore.
most pointless and funniest show i've ever seen.
now new music on the ipod.


then sleep.


yes, today has been good.