those sometimes scary nights;

they do indeed give me the chill.

they give me that feeling i get when i watch a horror movie.

oh by the way, i did do that tonight.

im pretty sure by the end of the night i had fully peed my pants.

i just get so into them,

and it stresses me out.

and i can't control myself.

sometimes i scream,

or sometimes i fall on the ground.

occasionally i will stand up and pace throughout the room until I am settled.

yeah, i know, i'm such a baby.

but hey, we all have weaknesses.

mine are called, horror movies.

but, let me clarify.

i'm not scared like, "i'm never going to be able to sleep. i'm going to cry when i get home!!!!"

no its more like, "dude, this is freaking messed up. whoever wrote this plot should be burned at the stake in front of everyone. this is freaky, and i can't deal with this!"

but in a total joking way,

like c'mon people.

i'm so mature.

in fact, i'm so mature that, hmmm. i can't think of any examples.

you'll just have to trust me.

thatsss all.

also, i feel weird when i'm watching a movie and everyone around me has a superior other of sorts to hold on to and love.

and then, there's me.

the 3rd wheel (there were actually more than three, but i had to use that statement)

and yeah, there was another boy, but there is no way i'd hook up with him.

oh dear, oh me oh my.

ha, also, after the movie i needed some drink.

so we went down to macey's and made my friend chris get me some.

then we saw some drunk dudes in the parkinglot.

one got on the top of a car and it drove off and he fell right on his face.

i was laughing so hard.

then we came back and made brownie batter and had pretzels with it.

then watched some show about some dude in utah with 3 wives on TLC.

yeah, guess it was a good day.

lots of laughs.

hardy har har.

also, i got the best compliment today,

it goes like this;

"you've got all the right curves in all the right places babe"

it was quite nice.

buenoooo.