12.24.2014

Christmas

This Christmas season hasn't felt like anything to me. Tomorrow is Christmas but it feels like it's not. It's so so weird. 
This past year has been more than hard. 
This year is so different for me. 
No presents. That's so fine. I'm an adult. I don't need any. 
No family to be with. 
This is just a hard year. 
The people around me in my life are all different. I have the kindest & most amazing friends. I am beyond grateful for them. 
But they each have their families to be with. So I have no idea what to do. 
So here is to a lonely & weird Christmas. 
I don't need anything. 
I just need people to be with. 

Holly jolly Christmas.