things have taken a turn for the better.
and i am feeling good about life and the people in it.
i tell myself over and over again that i will change and try harder.
but this time it is for real.
and it is hard, but okay because i know it will make me stronger.
i want to stay positive.
and happy.
and i don't want to have to worry.
so this time around, i am making it work. because i leave soon, and i have realized what i am leaving behind is worth me trying.

i am happy.