every party needs a pooper

^ i don't know why i set that as my title.

i guess i was just, a little out of it?

still am.

well people. summer has treated me well.

done a lot of things.

slept a lot.

learned a lot.

last summer was far better.

but this summer i am okay with being by myself.

(sometimes. i still like visits)

have you ever gone to a movie by yourself? or just stayed at home and read all night long?

welcome to the life of mardi.

i enjoy it.

but i also miss my summer last year.

max robyn and i hung out every single day.

too many pictures were taken and all of our spare cash went to Taco Amigo fries.

i will miss these two more than anything (oh, and also my precious cat Ghetto)

i leave in 36 days and life is busy now.

care to share some advice?

i am a bit overwhelmed.

but also, i am feeling really blessed and lucky.

i am lucky that i have such good friends to miss while i am gone and a beautiful cat to miss (wtf, did i just say that? yeah. i did)

anyways, i guess it is time for some soul searching.

this post was kinda a downer, but trust me. i really am happy.

sometimes, too happy.

if that makes sense.

peace n' blessins'