10.06.2010

today;

started out with me thinking it was going to suck.
bad.
so, i woke up an hour and a half late,
knowing full well that i would be late.
but i just couldn't get myself to move.

so that, made me grumpy anyways.
and i did not want to come at all. i almost didn't in fact.
i didn't want to deal with things from earlier this week
and i was just so stressed.
but i came to school to find annoying people,
as always.
and i wanted out.
i felt nervous,
almost like the new kid at high school.
all i wanted to do was curl up in a ball and go to sleep.
but, i knew it couldnt happen.

so i slowly worked my way to first period
digital media with mayo.
i sat down and did the whole,
"i don't want to talk so i'll just put my hoodie on and lay my head down" technique.

then, i went to my computer.
as i was slaving away making a stupid video
i heard my name.

this was quite odd because everyone was hard at work.
i look up to see mayo handing me a note.
i found this strange.
but took it anyways.
and it was the best note i've ever recieved.
it wasn't signed with a name.
just with "me"
but i'm pretty sure i know who it is.
and to you.
thank you.

you will never know how much i needed that right then.
instantly my day was made better.
i felt this person's love and found it easier to go through my day.
your words were just right
and it will be one thing i'll never forget.
thank you my friend.


on another note,
i went to homecoming pagant tonight,
oh dear.
so funny.
so pathetic (in a good way)
and very nice.
except for the one that dissed our school.
it made me a wee bit upset.
i got to see some old friends.
and talk to some boys i fancy.
and it was just great.
next year i'll be up there.
HAHAHAH just kidding.
you couldn't pay be enough to do that.
i'd rather chew off my own arm than do that.
hmmm. yeah. well maybe.
anywho.
God bless.
be good.
aaaaaaaaamen.

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