cold.

is how i feel.

physically and spiritually.

things do not always like to work out when needed.

and they really all like to fall apart all at once.

i hate when everything you've ever know turns out to be a lie.

in some way or another.

and all the alliances you've made turn out to be fake.

as well as hurtful.

and when all things come crashing down, no one seems to care.

because in a broad view of it all,

nothing seems to matter.

sometimes, life is very unfair.

and we feel as though the thin foundation we are balancing on will crack at any minute.

with any challange.

or even a word.

life is fragile.

sometimes, we need to just put things aside, and focus on feeling better.

not to sound like we are selfish.

but, we can't help others if we are broken.

so here's to this year,

the challenges have definately been hard. and i know they will get harder.

my faith will be tested more than it already has.

but, no matter how much life get's me down,

i know i'm stronger than to let it beat me.

and here is to all of you trying to deal with a broken world.

perhaps broken life.

here are four words;

YOU CAN DO IT.

don't try to second guess yourself.

all will work out.

i promise.